I haven't been on DA for a while. There's not much to update you on except that lately I have been emo. I've always been emo, just on and off. I've been struggling with thoughts of worthlessness, inadequacy and self-loathing. It is pathetic, while I am so blessed and not homeless, I'm still emo. I need to slay the emo boy in my head, that is why I plan to express myself through my writing. Don't get the wrong idea, just because I'm an emo douche bag doesn't mean I am humorless that is why I will release a funny (if not slightly twisted) song lyrics. Please comment and critique, because right now I could use a boost.

HS signing out...

Why fuss over being popular or cool? YOU ARE A NERD! TAKE SOME PRIDE!!! A nerd is a terrible thing to waste. Stand up and rage against the machine! They may have their muscles and their athletic talent but we have technology, final fantasy, d&d, Magic! The possibilities are endless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NERD PRIDE NERD PRIDE NERD PRIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

POST IF YOU GOT NERD PRIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This week I've felt really unheard. My friends (minus LK and a few others) act like what I say is worthless while they glorify there own words. I might be exaggerated this situation in my mind but I am pissed. Ask LK, I am not an angry person but it's crawling in my skin. I wrote a few song lyrics to ease my fury. They neither rhyme nor do they follow any sort of meter but I'll release one of them to you. Please read and comment on "Words of the Silent"!

"One man's trash will eventually be the same man's treasure..."
-HardcoreSamurai

I looked through my recycling bin on my computer and found a work called "untitled". When I read it, I couldn't believe that I wrote this except for that fact that I vaguely remembered writing it. Go figure! I might continue to write on it, but heed my warning, DON'T DELETE ANYTHING YOU WRITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The war on pain is officially over. I used the last of my vicodin on thanks giving though ironically the worst of it came the day after. A headache so bad that it brought an eighteen year old man to tears. But I crippled it with a swift blow to the testicles with a secret combination (3 advil and 2 extra strength tylonal). I working on the final chapters of mancer saga, so be patient.